*Blog*

[General Cheese]

Mood: Depressed *Yes, Cheeseh is depressed*
Listening to: Mudvayne

This week was a living hell for me. No Buddy and Bloody broke up again; Bloody wanted to go out with some midget 7th grader. No Buddy jumped off the balcony. I've been counsling him for 2 days now about how he should assert himself and stuff.

I also figured out where Bloody was all that time. She was in a mental hospital for "self-mutilation and attempted suicide". I had a feeling that this is where she was. Then I tell my dad and he goes all ballistic. "I want to meet all your friends by the end of next week."
It's like he thinks I'm becoming an effing Satanist.
I knew this would happen. I knew it! It always happens when friends get into relationships! Now I'm stuck in the middle of them; Bloody's mad at No Buddy for jumping off the balcony and No Buddy's just... there...

[E.N.T]

Awww. So sorry about that Cheeseh. It must be hard to be stuck in the middle. But if things get too hard on you then just step out. It can be hard, I know, but if they're putting so much trouble on your shoulders then they aren't being very considerate.

[General Cheese]

The thing is that I feel it is my duty. I feel that I'm the only thing keeping him from going *literally* insane. I consider myself a tool.
A tool of either God or Satan, I'm not sure.

[E.N.T]

I used to feel that I should be constantly helping to stop fights and stuff, but then it was just happening so much that I got tired of it and stopped. And...now one of my friends that I haven't seen in a long while turned goth.

And I don't think that just helped. -shot'd-

But you shouldn't think of yourself as that. Just try to go onto a different track...or something.

[General Cheese]

They're my friends, though. I can't just let them fight. I'm not trying to stop anything; I'm just trying to prevent No Buddy from going Suicidal/homocidal. He's said some real scary things over the phone.

[E.N.T]

Eek...Hm...I remember that same friend that went goth was suicidal at once, but she called the suicide line or something...anyways, it got rid of it. Although I'm not sure of the number.

[General Cheese]

It's a mental condition, I'm afraid. She has to take meds for it.

[E.N.T]

Ah...well, as long as the medication is helping then...it should be fine. I'm sure it'll pass someday. It just can't be pushed.

[General Cheese]

I feel a little better now. I just got finished watching Kicking and Screaming.

[E.N.T]

Thats good. :3

By the way...whats Kicking and Screaming? -shot'd-

[OJ]

That's definatetly not cool. =/
Can't really help in any way in this case, but all I can do is wish you luck and hope that'll turn alright in the end. -pats- o: